Today I realized I was letting my ex creep steadily back into my life. This attempt at "friendship" was just a guise. He has someone else and he wants me back in his life. I finally saw the snake creeping up on me, hopefully before I was bitten. So, I called him on it. It's done. I want him out of my life for good. No more friends. No more excuses to contact me. No more anything. Fred is a user. It's time I admitted that to myself. Let me say it again. Fred is a user. There. I feel better already.
I just wish I hadn't let him twist my heart around. But, I guess I had to give it one more try. I think I'm cured now! Let's hope so, because I don't need any more heart ache.
My book is coming along better too. I finally understood, thanks to Tony Dyer's comment that I just needed to give my character some internal struggle. Thanks Tony! It's working well. By the way I tried to reach you, but since you don't have a profile posted I was unable to. Help from a stranger is just what I needed tho.
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